skeptical vs practical

true love? does it even exist in this world or is it just an ideal state of love that many people aim to achieve?




now, my neighbours are quarrelling . it is damn loud. i dun mean to be KPO and listen to what they are saying but, it is simply too loud for me not to listen. plus, it is a free live broadcast and since they want to share it so much, I SHALL LISTEN.

a young married couple can face so many problems.. how sad isn't it? ...






today puisin asked me a question. i was stunned. i can't answer.


" Are your parents truly in love now?"


i was stunned. i did not dare to answer.


dun be mistaken, i m not trying to say that my parents are not in love. i know they still love and care for each other dearly. but..........what are the reasons behind this love?


committment? responsibilities? daughter? company?


or am i thinking too much? maybe there aren't even any reasons for loving one another. loving you still means loving you. there is no point in discovering the hidden truth of love. the truth hurts in most cases. or shld i say ALL?


am i reali so skeptical abt love? or am i just being practical?


my dear significant other,
are you already on your way?
will you show me what true love is?
will you heal my wound?
will you delete "skeptical" and "practical" from my love dictionary?
will you make me believe that fairytales still exist?
can you please dun let me wait too long?



meishan! what is in your mind now?






































i can see that it is blank, numb, and emotionless.